Time goes on, and we can't ever stop it. Many time's we wish that we could pause on a certain moment, rewind to relive the happy days, fast forward to skip the bad days or stop completely... but it's never possible.
Sadly we all have to learn it the hard way, go through the good and bad days and just have hope we'll survive it completely sane.

I'm currently going through a bad time, Sixth Form is getting on top of me & the fact that Callum and I broke up back in September has actually just hit me? I'm starting to realise that he was my everything, he was a main priority in my life and I was only an option in his.

But off that topic; we all grow up, each day we're another 24 hours older. We're one step closer to working on fulfilling our dreams that we use to conjure up in our minds as children. Sometime's it's not always possible but it's worth a try to get it. We all deserve something good in our lives, even if people don't think we do.


Apologies for not blogging in a very long time, I felt like I had nothing to say believe it or not.
#hollie.

Sorry I haven't blogged a lot recently, been threating over results and doing Summer Coursework and other stuff.
I have an interview Wednesday :D! I applied for a Job last week at Rocket / Kiss Kiss Heart. Rockets an Alternative Fashion store in my local highstreet and Kiss Kiss Heart is some prissy shop :P. Well excited / nervous.
Well IF, massive if, I do get the job thats defiantly going to put the pressure on myself and Callum, I'm lucky to see him anyway seeing as hes always with his group down Chatham...  Mmm.. Oh well only time will tell, somethings bound to fudge up.

On that note, Happy Birthday to my braces.. they're a year old haha!
Peace Out Piczo peoples xx

Sorry I haven't been on in like ages?
Been doing Summer Coursework to help me in Sixth Form  - Photography, Art and Business u_u ? Who gives students Summer Coursework.. its stupid.
Also, I've been out with my old greatest friends! George, Connor, Tristan and Jack (L)! I do miss my lads, but hopefully they're coming up here soon.. won't impress Callum if he see's them muwha.. Yeah, me and Callum are slowly falling apart?:/
I see him once a week now, literally. I never hear from him unless he's on msn or I make the effort. We've gone from sending 15+ kisses to 2 kisses. I checked his inbox on Facebook because I'm having my doubts about him :/ and he was calling some girl cute and pretty and sending her 5 - 7 kisses? Argh?

Ohwell. I'll hopefully start doing more interest blogs again :)
Love Hollie x

Well I'm officially sick of being hated for caring about people? well one person imparticular.

Basically, I hate smoking; it repulses me? Bad breath? Turns things yellow... meh
Callums started smoking and I told him I didn't like it and then his friend Jaden starts having ago at me saying I'm trying to control him and crap like that. Well a massive arguement broke out all over me saying I didn't like Callum smoking and I was thinking "is he worth all of the hassle?" -Yes, I can say I do love Callum... love's such a strong word but Callums going to be that boy that I'll run back to despite how many times or how hard he knocks me off my feet. My friend Evy started giving it to Jaden but Jaden was deleting her comments (this is over Facebook) which I find pathetic. It's alright for Jaden to have ago at me and write stuff on my wall but when someone starts on Jaden he hides behind his monitor. So many words to describe people like him, but hes not me wasting my last breath on. People like him make me want to go back to where I use to live? Least I knew back there if someone had a problem they'd say it to your face? I miss my lads from back there.. well my true ones; George, Connor, Jack, Kye, Stef, Jon, Michael... didn't really have many friends who were girls?:/ Meh; life is a complete and utter bitch.

Life needs these buttons.


Love Hollie x

Sorry for not blogging since my birthday, been doing coursework and exams. I've got 4 units in ICT to pass before Friday:'/ it's not going well.
Anyway, I finally got my Debit Card - sweet!
Spend my money without having to ask mum for money :L! Although downside is you can do online banking for it, so mum can keep an eye on what I buy *growl*

& I was peeved off on my birthday; I could have gone to see Framing Hanley on my actual birthday and tickets were only £25 but nooo! Wasn't aloud.
I love Kenneth Nixon, he's a babe!

Hope all your week's going well (:
Love Hollie x

BAMBI ^ (L)